Love Story

Hey.

So, I've heard lots of love stories and I actually pitied some of them. You know, some couples are meant for each other but life is unfair, always unfair. They used to spend so much time together, they captured tons of beautiful, I mean it, really beautiful pictures and they were so sweet but why ?

Why do they have to end up like that? I can see they still love each other but why things always end up like this? Where's the '.. and they live happily ever after' story ?

Aah, fate, I guess.

Oh, one more.

Happy Birthday Mum !!

<3

Till then.

Romeo.

Aloha.

He went Taiwan last three days. The feeling of missing someone is unbearable and all I can do is to wait for time to pass.

So, I had my MUET speaking test and it was 'awesome'. I was so nervous that I can feel my legs shaking under the table. I can say that I was really 'lucky' as the chief came to see how we (my group) performed. Damn. Why can't she come later ? Thank god the question I got was easy.

I hate how we are treated here, as if we are still in primary school. The food was terrible. One word to describe, sucks.

Get a life, please.

I miss my baby boy.

Love,

Nicole.

Valentino.

I know I have been pretty lazy updating my blog. I said I will but yeah, I failed to do so. Lots of things happened in these few months but whatever, forget the past. Heh.

Valentine's Day was not bad after all. We had dinner at Tokio Cafe and food was scrumptious. Chronicle for movie and the best part was having him with me.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with his face in this picture. =)

Speaking test for MUET is around the corner and I bet you don't know how nervous I am. I only hope for band 4, that's it.

Signing off,

Nicole.

Auld Lang Syne

It’s the end of Semester 1 today. Had our final and it was not bad overall. Days have been pretty hectic and pathetic. Sick for weeks and I'm still coughing now. Damn, I need more vitamins.

He will be leaving for Taiwan on the 26th of Feb for 2 damn years. Yeah, to study for sure. It tortures not seeing him for 1 week but now, for goodness sake, TWO years! It will definitely cost him a lot if he calls me from Taiwan and the same goes to me. We can only Skype or MSN at night as we have classes in the morning.

He doesn't know how to cook. He doesn't know that it is a must to finish up the antibiotic medicine. He needs people to wake him up every morning. He doesn't know how to take care of himself. How can he manage to 'survive' there? How can I not worry?

What's worse? What if he has a new girlfriend there? What if he forgets me? What if he starts to ignore me as time pass by ? Oh my.

Ughh, why do I have to face all these?

I need strength, please.

Nicole Tee

Kenangan Terindah.

I didn't know how each of us work together so close, so close that there were even times when one yelled out loud, saying that she needed to pass motion and us (Didn't know why we, too, had the urge to poo), followed her to the loo and had our business started - we then pooped together.

It is not that we are friends since primary or secondary schools. We only started getting along with each other on the 8th of August and you can see it is only December now- not even half a year passed. I guess because we see each other like, everyday, every minute, every second ?

We complain. we tease, we use foul language and we never get bored of saying the same things again and again. We laugh and laugh and laugh even over little things like, 'she snored'. Aah.

I like how things are going on, how everything worked out so nice, so perfect that I know, after 5 and a half year here, when everyone start leaving, back to where they supposed to be, I'll surely cry like a baby or maybe worse than a baby. I will definitely miss each of everyone of you, the moments that nothing can replace such beautiful memory.

Do you guys understand the kind of feeling I am having now ?

Nahh, you don't.

Till then.

Fancy.

In a blink of an eye, it is already December and a few more weeks, its 2012 ! High school, 5a9, besties, Club, Girl Guide, boyfriends, everything seem to happen yesterday. Like we always say, time flies on super -fast wings. Everything seem to move so fast, so fast that sometimes I wish to stop, to pause that moment so that I can enjoy a lil, to enjoy every bits of life but hey, life is pathetic, always pathetic, right? There's no way time could turn back and all we can is to treasure every moment we have. Human do get old.

Life has been pretty hectic. Lots of assignments and presentations and worse, debate with 3 camera recorders with audience to ask questions. I never knew such tasks are for us, the future teachers to be completed. I guess that's all for this semester and then I heard someone in the crowd saying, 'there's more to come.'

Aah.

Life. This is life.

Nicole Tee.

Highland.

A trip to remember.

My housemates and my roommate. We only started planning a week ago. It wasn't that bad after all.

Loves,

Nicole

Doomed.

I wonder how I will look like after 5 and a half years, away from this doomed place. Damn, I seriously need to get a new life man. I admit a degree cert from United Kingdom after 5.5 years is seriously damn worth it. All I have to do now is to be patient. Yeah.

Our 16 months anniversary just passed like that. Time flies, really. Grandma was really shocked to see the big size ah wei when he came to my house yesterday. She was like 'woahh, so fat'! =;= Oh, my cute grandma. =)

It is Monday again. You know how much I hate Mondays. College, classes, tasks, assignments. fml

Till then.

Nicole.

Screwed up life.

God loves me. College banned facebook so that we can concentrate more during classes. I can't even log into facebook using the staff wifi. Damn it. Bored to death. Thanks to YouTube. I almost finish watching Mr.Bean's clips. =;=

The best damn thing is that we finally have wifi in our house.

Whatever. Start to hate my life here. Boring lecturers. Lame activities. Classes? Yawn. Bad bad bad.

Totally screwed up!

Damn.

Time.

Don't blame me for treating you like this. You started it and you acted nonchalantly. You asked for it.

For ages you have been saying that you will change but yeah, time proves everything. 15 months and yet you are still the same. I had enough. I won't apologize for ignoring your messages and calls, wei. Give me time.

Loves.