Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Have you ever thought of breaking down?

3 down, 2 more to go.

Currently having my final examinations now and yours truly is sick and well, perhaps getting better because I can even play Tetris. The day after tomorrow will be the start of our semester break - for two weeks. So, call me, date me. (:

I once said I don't believe in promises and forever, which I failed to think and act what I said. I committed, sacrificed and buckets of tears were wasted for love, for you. I believed you and you lied. I chose to believe again and you lied, again. This continued for the whole 670 days we were together. If the word 'sorry' really matter and mean to you, I wonder. It seems that what I received most were lies and disappointments. I'm so frustrated and pissed with all those promises you once said. 'Forever' and 'future' were what I see in us which now don't mean a thing to me anymore.

And no, you don't have to feel sorry.
You gave me experience. You taught me what a girlfriend should do and care. Most importantly, you make me realize how important family is. You make me love my mum more than anything else in this big damn world. I sincerely, thank you.

You were someone I once love the most.
Unfortunately, nothing lasts forever.

Love,
Nicole.