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Everyone is happy because final exam is finally over but I don't think it affects me because I didn't really put efforts in my studies. I used to act nonchalantly when there are exams going on. Somehow, I start to feel nervous when smart people like Zhee Meng, Connie and so on are so worry about their examinations and results when they are already - super smart.

I saw ZM's blog and I know what he meant - **exclude below average students **. I realise that I did really bad in my exam. I am afraid I cannot score well in my SPM.

I know I am not that stupid ( not perasan larhh xD ) but I am seriously LAZY. damn damn damn lazy.
''Every time I open the book - I close my eyes. Every time I close the book - I open my eyes. ''
- auto tidur punya.

I really want to seek greener pastures !

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One more thing, I bet somebody will definitely act to be worry in front of me after reading this post. Don't be a jackass, please.
Don't ever ask me who the person is or else I will seriously give you a smack on your buttock ! :) Geeee

and oh, 'someone',
You should actually correct my mistakes and not by teasing and telling me that you are better than me and whatsoever ..
or .. ?
Are you actually insulting me ? I have already asked my teacher and she said there is no mistake. So, I think you just want to make a fool on me.
You know who you are. =)

Till then.
:()

Plan ? Yes !

I sat on my table with my left hand supporting my head.

How I wish the SPM examintation is over. Well, don't misunderstand. I am not one of the SPM candidates, okay ?? Obviously is my sister who will be sitting for SPM.

See..,
there are many things I cannot do right now. I can only go shopping with her after her stupid exam. I have plenty things to buy and do. Firstly, I will head to the Malaysia's best restaurant- which I do not know mana. C'mon ! It is already 14th of December when the SPM examination is over - which also mean I do not have to beware of the food I take. Can't wait for all those scrumptious food !! FOOD FOOD FOOD !

yeye, nai nai, uncle and aunty keep reminding and warning me - not to eat with my eyes shut ! xD

Oh ya ! I also want to have my hair fix ! Of course a BIG NO NO to straighten my hair. I plan to dye my hair. Perhaps pink colour ? haha. NO WAY !

and and, I want to buy a handbag. Red colour is sexy, eh ?? Mum says she will buy branded watches again for sister and I. Geeeee. I don't want ! I prefer a new Sony Ericsson. :) I got bored with my current one.

By the way, Raymond Lam will be having a concert at Genting Highland. I seriously want to go. He is sooooo HAWTT !!!

so-called smart.

The smart school delayed the exam, again. So, the last day of exam will be on next Friday. It is seriously killing me as I have to face the 'music'' again and again asking me to study. Okay, whatever.
There are many pretty and awesome girls I saw just now, in their facebooks
but still,
I prefer to be myself.

❤ ME !!

wooo wooo woooo
laughed so much in Pn.Lai's tuition today. I wonder if my laughing disease is back ?

sorry for the lame and boring post.
love.

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Just back from tuition a few minutes ago. Mum went shopping and bought lots of biscuits - seriously. A total of 6 packets of 'tiger biscuit' and few more packets of 'chips more'. Obviously, a big, greedy rat like me would love them but too bad, so sad, they are not for me. There are for my sister who will be going for National Service. What a pity. xD

Thanks to Xing Ni who borrowed me a storybook. - Chinese Cinderella. I finished it in 1 day and even cried. It is a very 'yam gung' story. People, you should read it. Seriously.

Mum bought 2 watches for sister and I. It doesn't suit me at all because the watch is just too big. Gee. Thanks anyway. (:



Blogging is something really boring. LOL.

till then.

gagaa

I feel like cutting my fringe ...

macam

LADY GAGA !!!


woo wooo


fringe only ogeh ??

I wonder if I look weird in that style.

aikss

Once upon a time ...

Time passes really fast. In just a fraction of a second, I have already grown up - into a 16 year old teenage girl. I cannot believe I am in Form 4 now.

I used to be a 'little monster' when I was a kid, running and yelling as loud as I could whenever mommy brought me out. I can still remember every time I fell down and cried like a small baby, mum will always comfort me and did something that I will not forget till now ! - stomp and scold. Who ? - the floor. HA ! HA !

Aikss ...
It feels so good to reminisce about the fun times I had.

Hmphh ..
Am I still that childish little girl ? Do I go to mum nagging for Barbie dolls and ice-creams ?
I wonder ...

Perhaps ?

Addmad

geee.
I had my additional mathematics paper today, both paper 1 and paper 2 and had plenty of time doing them - because I don't know how to do at all. *sighs*. I was sitting there, looking at the 'view' outside the 'clean' window. screwed addmaths.

PMR candidates had finally finish their examination. Congratz ?

good news ? We can choose not to go to school for 1 week because the next exam will be on 21st which is on next Wednesday. weird school. lOl. What I can do then ?? keep studying ke ?? ki siao looo ...
I found that I can do nothing when I online because there is nothing much for me to playyyyy ( see.. I can still think of playing. genius. == )

lalalalalaaa ~~~
I had fun chatting with engine !!!
yay yay !!

(:

geee

Okay, exam is around the corner. 8 more days to go if I am not mistaken ( see ! I don't even remember !! lOl. ) screw exam. == Who likes exam ? and I bet everyone doesn't want to jeopardize in the future. Mum nags almost everyday and I know it is for my own good but it is a fact that I am a nincompoop. I told myself that I must study hard but so far .. I have done nothing.
whatever.

Going to Mr.Eng's tuition tonight, yeah tonight and I wonder if I can sit for 2 hours plus.
Geee

'Budak MRSA'

After 2 weeks, I did my second operation where they put metal rod ( 2 kg ) inside my body. It may sound strange, but that rod does an important job while the bones are growing together. It corrects the curve and holds the spine in place during healing. Well well well, I have to face the fact that I will have to suffer. Geee

Hey buddies,
remember the x-ray I said I will show to you people ?? Here you are, (:



I suffered really a lot during the healing period. Thanks to my mum who take good care of me. (:

After a week, the doctor allowed me to go back home and I was obviously happy but I never know that I was that 'lucky'.

After 7 days, I went back to the stupiak hospital because of wound infection. Yes, my sexy wound got infected-bacteria infection. Regarding to what I heard, the bacteria in my body is the strongest and 'naughtiest' bacteria (MRSA) and the only antibiotic that can 'fight' against this bacteria is Vanco which is also the strongest and the most expensive antibiotic. MRSA can only be found in hospitals and gyms.

Gee ...
For the first few weeks, this was what they did ~~>


It hurts damn banyak ogeh ??! Geee

and and another chest tube but smaller one. ):


the one at the back is also chest tubeeee (ignore the disgusting thing inside. heh.)

Sebanyak 8 packets of blood dimasukkan into my body lehh.

Thinking of the pass make me shiver !!

Siapa suka tinggal di hospital ni ?? Nasib baik bilik saya tu ada tingkap, kalau tidak .. dah awal awal saya terjun ke bawah ...


till then.

Adoi !!!

I am back.
back from the stupid hospital. The first operation was on 27 th of July and let me tell you what they did to me.

Here .. they cut off one of my ribs and widen my rib. Then they push my right lung in and betulkan the shape of my lung. They also cut off some of my tissues ( yes, tissues ! ) and muscles so that when I go for my second operation, my skin and organs won't stretch too much.

I remember ...
the long pathway they used that lead to the O.T. and the blue bed that I lied on it .. the lights that shine so bright that I hardly open my eyes. I slept when they inject something ..

I woke up and all I felt was pain. HOLLY !! The part I hate the most - when they took the chest tube out. ( a 12 cm ++ long tube that was put into my body (lead to my lungs))

They did not inject any ubat bius laa .. the doctor asked me to take a deep breath and hold and guess what ??! the doctor kept saying sorry !!!! ( because it is going to hurt a lot ! yes ! a lot ! lol )
I did and when the doctor count to 3 .. he pulled the tube out from my body and I felt the organs moved. I cried so much because it hurts laarrr wei. I cried even more when they sew my bodyyy ( err .. the hole larr ) imagine laaa .. adoi !

aiyaa .. life in the hospital suck laaa
):

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will tell more about my second and third operation in the next post because my back is tired right now. (:

till then.

xoxo