Auld Lang Syne

It’s the end of Semester 1 today. Had our final and it was not bad overall. Days have been pretty hectic and pathetic. Sick for weeks and I'm still coughing now. Damn, I need more vitamins.

He will be leaving for Taiwan on the 26th of Feb for 2 damn years. Yeah, to study for sure. It tortures not seeing him for 1 week but now, for goodness sake, TWO years! It will definitely cost him a lot if he calls me from Taiwan and the same goes to me. We can only Skype or MSN at night as we have classes in the morning.

He doesn't know how to cook. He doesn't know that it is a must to finish up the antibiotic medicine. He needs people to wake him up every morning. He doesn't know how to take care of himself. How can he manage to 'survive' there? How can I not worry?

What's worse? What if he has a new girlfriend there? What if he forgets me? What if he starts to ignore me as time pass by ? Oh my.

Ughh, why do I have to face all these?

I need strength, please.

Nicole Tee

Kenangan Terindah.

I didn't know how each of us work together so close, so close that there were even times when one yelled out loud, saying that she needed to pass motion and us (Didn't know why we, too, had the urge to poo), followed her to the loo and had our business started - we then pooped together.

It is not that we are friends since primary or secondary schools. We only started getting along with each other on the 8th of August and you can see it is only December now- not even half a year passed. I guess because we see each other like, everyday, every minute, every second ?

We complain. we tease, we use foul language and we never get bored of saying the same things again and again. We laugh and laugh and laugh even over little things like, 'she snored'. Aah.

I like how things are going on, how everything worked out so nice, so perfect that I know, after 5 and a half year here, when everyone start leaving, back to where they supposed to be, I'll surely cry like a baby or maybe worse than a baby. I will definitely miss each of everyone of you, the moments that nothing can replace such beautiful memory.

Do you guys understand the kind of feeling I am having now ?

Nahh, you don't.

Till then.

Fancy.

In a blink of an eye, it is already December and a few more weeks, its 2012 ! High school, 5a9, besties, Club, Girl Guide, boyfriends, everything seem to happen yesterday. Like we always say, time flies on super -fast wings. Everything seem to move so fast, so fast that sometimes I wish to stop, to pause that moment so that I can enjoy a lil, to enjoy every bits of life but hey, life is pathetic, always pathetic, right? There's no way time could turn back and all we can is to treasure every moment we have. Human do get old.

Life has been pretty hectic. Lots of assignments and presentations and worse, debate with 3 camera recorders with audience to ask questions. I never knew such tasks are for us, the future teachers to be completed. I guess that's all for this semester and then I heard someone in the crowd saying, 'there's more to come.'

Aah.

Life. This is life.

Nicole Tee.

Highland.

A trip to remember.

My housemates and my roommate. We only started planning a week ago. It wasn't that bad after all.

Loves,

Nicole

Doomed.

I wonder how I will look like after 5 and a half years, away from this doomed place. Damn, I seriously need to get a new life man. I admit a degree cert from United Kingdom after 5.5 years is seriously damn worth it. All I have to do now is to be patient. Yeah.

Our 16 months anniversary just passed like that. Time flies, really. Grandma was really shocked to see the big size ah wei when he came to my house yesterday. She was like 'woahh, so fat'! =;= Oh, my cute grandma. =)

It is Monday again. You know how much I hate Mondays. College, classes, tasks, assignments. fml

Till then.

Nicole.

Screwed up life.

God loves me. College banned facebook so that we can concentrate more during classes. I can't even log into facebook using the staff wifi. Damn it. Bored to death. Thanks to YouTube. I almost finish watching Mr.Bean's clips. =;=

The best damn thing is that we finally have wifi in our house.

Whatever. Start to hate my life here. Boring lecturers. Lame activities. Classes? Yawn. Bad bad bad.

Totally screwed up!

Damn.

Time.

Don't blame me for treating you like this. You started it and you acted nonchalantly. You asked for it.

For ages you have been saying that you will change but yeah, time proves everything. 15 months and yet you are still the same. I had enough. I won't apologize for ignoring your messages and calls, wei. Give me time.

Loves.

Life .

I'm back to update my damn blog.

Yo yo, peeps.

A 500 words report and another 1000 words report. FML. Have to hand in one of them this coming Monday and I only started doing it yesterday. Pretty awesome.

MPP meeting and I actually forgot. Why am I so forgetful ? Thank god Sean came running to my class and called me out. Everyone was waiting for me. Both of us ran like an idiot to the meeting room with my damn high heels. Now I have three blisters on my legs. fml.

I thought life doing TESL is great and easy but never thought it turned out to be like this. So many presentations and tasks and assignments. Damn. The only thing that satisfy me is my friends here. They never fail to make me laugh like a geek. Like seriously, I almost died-out of breath. Shit.

Classes start getting so boring that everyone in my class facebook all the time - with their laptops. So obvious till the management filtered the Internet access and now we can't sign in to facebook. Smart people like me used the staff wifi and yo, I get to sign in. HEH.

Class starting in 3 minutes time.

Till then.

Nicole.

TEEHEE

29.08.11

Our 15 months anniversary.

30.08.11

Went out with him.

31.08.11

Went Seremban, visited grandparents and Hari Merdeka.

Whatever.

There's something wrong with my laptop. Damn you.

MSN with mommy that day and was laughing out loud. My mum is so damn freaking cute. TEEHEE.

Going night market with wei wei later. (:

;D

Pitt.

It doesn't matter if I update my blog again right ? Yeah, who cares.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me recently. I am so used to scolding him even over little things like, 'you didn't call me after 1 hour but you said you will', 'appointment again ?! ( and then I realised he didn't make any appointments for the past few weeks )' and stuffs like this.

I am mad of him even when he didn't do anything wrong and I only realised it after hanging up his calls. Damn. The only thing he did was saying 'sorry' and 'sorry' but hell, why can't he just be a man and say he didn't do anything wrong and things like that ?

I seriously hope I can control my damn temper and yeah, to like freaking cheer up and not release my anger by scolding him for nothing. Damn.

I will always love you anyway, darling. (:

Loves,

Nicole.

My Day.

7 Days after my birthday. Time flies like super fast. How I wish I could travel back to the past. Oh, I miss my friends and high school !

I was really touched when my college friends gave me a lil surprise on Monday night. It was when they sang birthday song when I saw a formal clothe hung in my wardrobe with my name sew on it. Kononnya want to see what kind of formal clothes I have in my wardrobe. Gee !

Next, was the BBQ party I went yesterday night. Get to meet all my high school friends and some of them really changed a lot and some, duhh, still the same. I was shocked when Siew Thong brought out the birthday cake, everyone sang but I was still wondering whose birthday it was, so did Michelle. Till when they said the names at the end of the song.

=)

Thanks a lot, my darlings. (:

Holiday for 1 week. Damn, have no idea what I can do.

Till then.

Laughters.

Hola!

It seems that I abandoned my blog for 2 weeks already. First day of college was not bad after all. Ah wei fetched mum and I to the new college and was sleeping the whole time during the orientation talk. Damn. Embarrassing. Everyone there thought he's my brother because as what they said, we were too close. Gee. Had breakfast and lunch together with mum and there, he went sleeping again. wtf.

Life has been pretty hectic for the past 14 days. I am getting used to my new college except for the so-not-awesome food. Have to face the same damn fish and vegetable everyday. Gosh, its killing me.

Whatever.

Back to to lectures. Thank god they are not Malaysian. Love the way they talk in English and their super duper sweet and lovely smiles. They never fail to smile. HEH.

Happy sexy 18th, leng lui Nicole. HEHE.

Had an awesome surprise from Him, Jia Seng, Chee Yin, Yao Shien, Amanda, Wei Liang and that's all I think. This was what happened. Yao Shien called me at 1 something telling me that ah wei had accident and bunch of Indians wanted to beat him up for knocking over the Indian's car. Yao Shien asked me to accompany him because he said he was afraid. Damn. I went down after asking permission from mum and that's when bunch of idiots came out and sang birthday song with 1 cabbage on each of their hands. I cried not because I was touched but because I was pissed off. I can't believe I'm stupid enough to believe. Gee. I love the New York Cheese Cake he bought and really appreciated the surprise he made and friends who were willing to come out in the middle of the night for me. (:

Thanks, darlings. =)

And thanks mommy for buying me a laptop for my birthday present. heh (:

Going back to Cyberjaya later and will be back next Friday! All the best to myself. Heh.

Loves.

Nicole.

Guru

'Yo'

Hey peeps,

I have been wondering a lot, whether to accept the offer or not - KPLSPM.

The course is at Kirkby International College, Cyberjaya, not too bad, at least it is near, compared to Kelantan, Perlis, blah blah.

Kirkby International College. =)

The place inside. (:

The villa that I might be going to stay.

;)

It isn't that bad after all. Now I don't have to worry so much just that the procedures are troublesome. I only knew today and the registration day is on Monday. Damn.

Till then.

I call them nerds.

I asked them to write something on a piece of paper. Something to cheer someone up who was crying a few minutes ago. And their replies ? 'What for ? I am not the kind of person who cheers people'. I have never met such person before. Never in my life.

It was our 14 months anniversary yesterday. We only went to Sushi King at night after our movie. A total of 81 plates. Damn.

Till then.

So far.

I met Steve when I was on my way home. He came to me and we talked. I don't know why the hell I had this kind of feeling, a feeling where he still belongs to me, a feeling that he once belonged to me, the fact that we used to be together.

It's true, like what he said, we have not meet each other for ages and for god sake, I was really shocked to meet him - at the lrt station.

I know it is the pass and I have to look forward, where I already have one now, who loves me.



Yours truly,
Nicole.

Wangsa Walk.

Taa-Daa !

I have lots of things to post, to express how I felt these few days and hell, hectic week!

Family and I and aunts, uncles and cousins went Seremban to celebrate Father's Day. It was obvious that grandpa looked happy that day. We did not stay over because I had class on Monday. Damn. Grandma's poppiah was awesome. I ate 4 and hell, think of it, I should have eaten more. Holy. Later, we went to a nearby restaurant to have our dinner. It was scrumptious! I don't mind gaining weight to have such meal again. Heh. ;)

Pictures will be uploaded later. Thanks to my laziness.

On Monday, (we always have our 3 hours break after English Tutorial on Mondays) all of us went Wangsa Walk for lunch. I have never been there before, not even once. Nothing special, just another ordinary shopping malls. =) It took ages for everyone of us to decide what to have for lunch. We ended up at Georgetown White Coffee. Food was terrible - no offence. =;= I can barely taste the soup of the koay teow I ordered and damn, the chocolate drink was the worst drink I have ever tried.

We talked and bullshitted a lot.=)

Pictures later.

Nicole.

Pathetic.

Yesterday was my most pathetic day in my life. I never walked so much before. Curse you for sleeping like an anus. My legs hurt so much now. Thanks a lot. Really a lot !

Nicole.

Tea.

Phone rang and I answered. One of my friends from U.S phoned me. I was a lil shocked when he phoned me telling me that he has reached Malaysia and asked me out for a tea. I went after my college with darling fetching me there. He, too, had a talk with this fellow. =)

A guy named Meng Kit.

I remember those days when this guy and I argued a lot. Really a lot like there's no tomorrow. We used to back stabbed each other and scolding each other so much. Well, it is a was. Not now anymore. (:

Pictures taken by darling in a cafe at Kuchai Lama.

He is not ready.

Next,

Kepala senget.

~~

One last shot.

Loves,

Nicole.

Aino.

As what I promised, pictures. =)

Captured these photos with my Aino. Thanks hubby for the phone.

I likey. =)

Spot my 'tattoo'. :D

The menu.

Chicken Fricassee served with

Pilaf Rice and fresh vegetable.

Egg Florentine;

I only like the toppings. Never tried such egg before.

Dessert of the day. I thought something yummy but, ughh.

How it looks like after breaking into half.

Vivian, the joker.

Everyone calls her Kim Kim. (:

Li Kwan. The shorty. :P

Lastly, me. =)

Love lots.

xoxo

All eyes on us.

Sometimes, I really wonder. Do people actually read my blog ? I know, yes I know, I abandoned my blog for a few months but I tried my best updating them as frequent as I can nowadays.

Here goes what happened today.

I had my lecture class at 10 in the morning and tutorial class at 12.30. Friends and I were late for class for about 15 minutes ( luckily it was English class! Not much things to catch up :] ) because we went to a restaurant located IN our college to have lunch for the very first time. We didn't know they serve the food one after one, which means, they only serve the 2nd food after the 'customers' (mainly Tarcians) finish the first one. The so-called waiter and waitress there are students from TARC who study Hotel Management. So damn cool and interesting !

The weird and awkward moment was when four of us stepped into the restaurant, all the 'workers' looked at us and said 'welcome'. We were the first customer so its like damn pai seh. lol.

For the food, I rate 2/5. I don't really like the food there (cooked by Tarcians too). The food look delicious and nice but I never expect it to taste like that.

Pictures will be uploaded later. Stay tune. =)

Lots of love,

Nicole

Blue.

8.35 PM. I walked all the way to her car, alone in the dark. It was raining and I'm without my umbrella. What's best was he thinks I'm a joker.

Yesterday was my very first time staying up so late at college. I have to wait for my sister. It wasn't fun. At all. No leng zais. No leng luis. What a life.

Whatever. There is this teen, a sexy, beautiful teen who is in the same course as I am, has a fan page with more than 30 millions fans. I only knew this yesterday. Life is so unfair, right ? Gosh, stop complaining, Nicole. Be grateful =;=

She is really awesome. Really do. =)

Loves.

Bastard.

Things isn't going well these few days. Lots of things to do and even have tests next week. Damn. :/

I don't like it when you acted this way. Thanks to someone who actually brainwashed you. Don't act like a dumbo and take things nonchalantly. I start to hate you. Like so freaking much.

Eew. FML

Eew.

Yes, I know I abandoned my blog for a few months. Thanks to my laziness. Heh. High school over. Got my SPM result and hell yeah, college life begin.

College life ISN'T that exciting after all. Frankly, it is so not awesome! So freaking NOT !

I am forced to face some idiots who think that they are super awesome and cool but eh, you are so not okay ? You don't have to over react like there's no tomorrow. God damn it. You are like a ' b ' man. I wonder how your so-called friends deal with your god-damn attitude!

Get a life, moron.

With lots of LOVE.

IMY

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